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Fri Nov 6, 2009, 1:55 PM
It's strange how something completely natural to my body gave me such a scare.
Yesterday, I was at the doctors office to get a check-up. They told me that I didn't have all my shots, so I was like meh give me them then. Turns out, there was 6 shots I needed (haha). So, they give me my shots and after the first arm I'm sick of the shots already. After the lady finished giving me all my shots I felt nauseated and said, "I'm dizzy and nauseous." To be honest, I have no clue what happened after that but I had a dream while I was passed out. It was really weird. To me, it felt like a sort of heaven. I really don't remember my dream at all, but it was really peaceful. I was at school and I was having a great time with my friends and it felt so real. None of my dreams have ever felt real to me before, so that's why it was so weird. Then, a strange noise interrupted my dream. It was a heartbeat. I was seriously like, "What the fuck?". Then my eyes opened and it took me like 2 minutes to come back to reality. I was laying on the doctors bed and I was just like woah, I thought I was having a great time? I blinked a few times and I saw that there were 5 people in the room around me. They asked me a question, "Do you know where you are?" and it took me a while to comprehend what they asked me, but I answered "The Doctor's office". I really didn't wish what happened had happened. I wanted to go back to my dream in all reality. I didn't really move, I just looked with my eyes and I saw that there was an oxygen tank with a wire leading up to my nose and I saw this thing on my finger which I believe is to see what my blood pressure or pulse is? I then came to the realization that I had fainted yet again, and a sense of depression came over me and I felt like crying. I just felt like laying there after they saw that I was okay. I didn't want to leave because I felt that once I got up all hell would break loose, and I was right. I sat on the bed and felt a little dizzy again. I just decided to sit there for a while, and that while turned out to be 30 minutes, haha. The doctor asked me if I could walk, so I got down from the bed and stood. I was fine and I walked a little. Then, i felt like barfing. Basically, I went to the doctors office at 8:45 am, I left the doctors office at around 11:40 am. I'm never getting shots again.
The whole point in telling this story is that was the first out of body experience I've ever had, and it really changed my views on a lot of things or possibly made my views stronger.











Didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it?

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  • Current Residence: California.
  • Interests: Music, singing, writing, drawing, interesting people, inspirational music, books, being selfless.
  • Favourite movie: V for Vendetta, Carrie, The Matrix, the Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Edward Scissorhands.
  • Favourite band or musician: It changes every so often. Currently: Nine Inch Nails
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal, Classical, Trip-hop, Black Metal, Technical Death Metal, Industrial, Experimental, Ambient.
  • Favourite artist: Anyone with an amazing imagination.
  • Favourite style of art: No penk. n00d
  • Favourite game: DMC3
  • Favourite cartoon character: Luffy, 2D, Ichigo, Ulquiorra, Dante.
  • Personal Quote: If you're not gona do anything about it, then stop whining.
  • Tools of the Trade: My hands, my imagination, and instincts.

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:iconhappyfork:
:sing: Toxic rain.

Some stay dry and others feel the pain :sing:

You have a fun name.

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